Reality

Have you ever woken up to reality? yes what we are living in IS reality...but this is different. recently i have been doing it alot....the other day i was standing in a circle talking with friends and i stood there staring and i had this feel ing where my pupils got small and my stomach felt wierd [it's almost the same feeling like dajavou]. i looked back and i literally thought "where am i??" it was really crazy! and it's not like that hasn't happened before. One time i was at home and i was watching t.v. and i completely zoned out. and when i "woke up" my mom was walking towards the kitchen and i thought "who are you?" it makes you feel so gross not to know your family! i guess waking up to reality is like turning off your brain [yes we've all done that before! when u stare at one spot for no reason and you are unaware to what else is going on. sometimes you'll think but and sometimes you won't..we all look dazed when doing this]....but when u wake up after turning your brain you intake air and it feels like someone punched you in the stomach [but not hard] and you kinda look around and question where you are. it's freaky.

....Eyes and Ears and Mouth and Nose

oh man!! this is some-what of the talk today in the U2 world: a cartoon video of "head, shoulders, knees, and toes"made for little kids. i'm loving the cheep animation and "special guests". very funny!!


http://www.mothergooserocks.com/headandshoulders.html


***p.s. didn't win the tickets on STAR *tear* [i called like a crazy mofo] but i learned to move on***

Family Guy Character Test

The Family Guy Character Test
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=15249710549232143871

take it...i was:

Loretta
You scored 20% Evilness, 30% Horniness, 70% Intelligence, and 40% Fitness!
You're Loretta!
You're good and you're smart, but unconcerned with sex and fitness. You may have some talent as an actress, and you may or may not be a strong, proud black woman. ;)
"Mmm-hmm."

Hopes Set Too High

man patty...look what star [yes the radio station] sent me. but i don't want to get excited about all this....cause once again my hopes will be let down.

The biggest band in the world is coming back to LA. Listen to Star 98.7 all next Tuesday, October 25th to win tickets to see U2 at the Staples Center on Tuesday November 1st. That's one winner each hour from 7am to 7pm. Plus, only e.I.P.s are eligible for the grand prize. You and 7 of your friends will watch the concert from our exclusive STAR Suite. Brought to you by creamy, delicious Hass Avocados. The number to call is 1-800- STAR -987.

fast cars!

i was listening to this song and i think i will listen to it again. i'll post another blog later!***

"Fast Cars"
My cell is ringing, no ID
I need to know who’s calling
My garden’s overgrown
I go out on my belly crawling
I got CCTV, pornography, CNBC
I got the nightly news to get to know the enemy
All I want is a picture of you
All I want is to get right next to you
All I want is your face in the locket
Picture in my pocket
Take a pill to stop it
I know these fast cars will do me no good
I’m going nowhere
Where I am, it is a lot of fun
There in the desert
To dismantle an atomic bomb
I watch you shadow box
Check the stocks, I’m in detox
Want a lot of what you got
What you got can make this stop
All I want is a picture of you
All I want is to get right next to you
All I want is your picture in a locket
Your face in my pocket
Take a pill to stop it
I know these fast cars will do me no good
Child inside
Don’t you worry ‘bout your mind
Don’t you worry ‘bout your mind
Don’t you worry ‘bout your mind
Don’t you worry ‘bout your mind
You should worry ‘bout the day
That the pain, it goes away
You know, I miss mine sometimes
The size is much too big
There is no fiction
That will truly fit this situation
I’m documenting every detail
Every conversation
Not used to talking to somebody in the body
Somebody in the body
Somebody in the body

Rain, Rain and more Rain

it was raining pretty hard about 15 mins ago. my pant bottoms are wet but i don't feel like changing! i didn't have a chance to wear my awsome hat because i didn't feel like taking it out and i didn't want it to get soaked! :( but i love the rain! u know that smell when u walk outside when it's raining? well i love it! my vans are all wet and they look like a dark blue. but i don't care! i drank some hot chocolate and like i feel warm inside! i wish it could rain all the time! or better yet...snow!! man if it snowed her in LA it would be awesome!! but all we get is rain and sun and earthquakes! eathquakes aren't really weather though. but possibly the only thing i hate about the rain is that when water leaks inside of your shoe and then into your socks...and then u take off your shoes and sock that your toes are all cold and prunie! gross!! but mine weren't like that today!

U2 on Conan for the 3rd time!!!

omg! yesterday U2 secrets part 2 was on conan! it was pretty funny!! and it came upexpectedly!! but i got online and i found out what they said so here it is:

Edge: When Irish people talk really fast, I don't understand them either.

Larry: The only reason I joined U2 was they promised me I'd get a chance to meet Jackie Chan. Well that was a load of bull****.

Bono: I mean, we didn't get into rock 'n' roll for the money. We got into rock 'n' roll for the things you can buy with the money.

Edge: Bono hits us. (Looks around) Sometimes really hard.

ps...i deleted my last blog entry cause it was too whatever for me

Ashlee tryin' to win us back

is ashlee simpson tryin' to win our love for her back? who ACTUALLY loved her though? yesterday she came out on SNL and was, dare i say, HORRIBLE!! i mean i hated her even before she did SNL and the hoe-down. but i understand why she lip sang...she's so bad without it! hey ashlee just cause your sister is a singer and is "famous" doesn't mean that her less talented relative has to get in the biz. what's next the simpson family dog? come on!! and then that song that she performed yesterday!! she said she wrote it after appearing on SNL! ok ashlee we get it...u suck but the world KNOWS it already! so just shut up and quit with the singing and attempted acting! america hates u!! that's y we booed u at the orange bolw and laughed in your face for weeks! don't even try to make us like u again cause we didn't even like you in the first place! so make like my pants and split!

U2 on Conan!!!

i really have nothing to say! um....ok yeah so what's on my mind? oh of course it's U2 on conan!! i've been along time fan of conan ever since it started in 93. remeber the ostrich that would lay an egg that had the next day/week's guest? well yeah it was funny cause it laid an egg right near that desk. yeah so since i go to sleep at 11 i have to wake up at 12:30 and watch it. yeah so it's gonna be pretty funny as from what i've read on @u2 blogs! i can't wait! ok enough about that...yeah so what else is in the news? man it's murder hot in the afternoons and in the morning it's freezing cold!! what odd weather! u know when someone has nothing to say when they talk about the weather! i mean u know that it's gonna be an awkard conversation when someone says "so.....wierd weather we r having". either the conversation will change or be very dull and BORING!! yeah so.....i can't wait till 12:30!! whooooo!! but like they taped it to be a 2 hour show so that means they will edit like 1 hour!! gay!!