Reality

Have you ever woken up to reality? yes what we are living in IS reality...but this is different. recently i have been doing it alot....the other day i was standing in a circle talking with friends and i stood there staring and i had this feel ing where my pupils got small and my stomach felt wierd [it's almost the same feeling like dajavou]. i looked back and i literally thought "where am i??" it was really crazy! and it's not like that hasn't happened before. One time i was at home and i was watching t.v. and i completely zoned out. and when i "woke up" my mom was walking towards the kitchen and i thought "who are you?" it makes you feel so gross not to know your family! i guess waking up to reality is like turning off your brain [yes we've all done that before! when u stare at one spot for no reason and you are unaware to what else is going on. sometimes you'll think but and sometimes you won't..we all look dazed when doing this]....but when u wake up after turning your brain you intake air and it feels like someone punched you in the stomach [but not hard] and you kinda look around and question where you are. it's freaky.